Bill gets up around 4:30 am so he is never there for my heaviness. I do call for him to rescue me, to help me work through the feelings of numbness I feel.
He answers each morning the same way...
"Athena, get off the bed, you are on her arm...and stop licking her hand!"
Introducing the heaviness I feel...she climbs up after Bill gets
out of bed and curls up in my arm...little stinker!